It has been a while hasn't it. Would like to share with you all that I witnessed a horse eat and enjoy two bananas at the weekend and as far as I'm concerned - twoz awesome. Brings a whole new level to my love of bananas.

Hmmm what else have I been up to. After spending a very short three weeks in England with family and friends and my dearest loved one who isn't so dear since Saturday - yep big aaaah for me people. Anyways, where was I - after homeland visit, headed back to Berlin to start my new jobby and new life. Now I would like to say how much I like it here...never sure if the job is right but lordy - 23 years old - who know what I'll end up doing. Not me anyways. And living with some really nice people, feel very lucky (even if I am pining for my mummy and daddy for a big fat hug and I'm sooo not ashamed to admit that - I can't act like an adult all my life can I now)

Yeah, Halloween was the other week...went out as black cat...danced like a monkey all night long and just had a hoot. I'm learning guitar too - you're reading someone's scribbles who has mastered the flippin fantastic C major last night. Woop de doo. And then that was followed by tears and tears of losing man. Yet I am back today. Done my crying and self pity act and am ready to get back ont ye ol' horse. Not literally of course but always known deep down that we wouldn't last in spite of my best efforts to lie to myself. Man I'm good at that. But the truth be that I am better than that and there is some poor bugger out there waiting to get struck by my magic. Not yet though - got plans. Wanna do some living first and take some time to be a selfish schmuck and do what I want to do. Won't lie though - a best friend and lover will be greatly missed. I love caring for someone. Simple as. But not going to waste my time with takers anymore. Will wait for another giver. Yep, me thinks I have right there.

Am currently in work, hence typing away on my blog - taking a quick 10 minute break. Don't know why but feel like a fifth better when I get out some words naahmean. Aye, writing rubbish defo helps in times of pathetic anguish. Been thinking need a brand new plan...but what hey... but what? Who's got some ideas for Sara? I would think of my own but my ideas tend to be incredibly crazy and well, I'm a brainstormer...not so methodically minded!

Woah there cowboy, gotta get back to worky. Right I be gone. Poof.